I am sure you have a lot to offer but what are you doing haunting a ESL forum? I take it for granted that you live in China which would qualify you slightly to comment on the place. What i am saying is that you should use all this loot you have to make yourself happy helping others. You could set by a certain amount of gravy to help FT's who are going through a rough patch. What do you say about that? It could be help with visas, travel money, money to get by and make that job in China a reality. Being inside china you could do a lot of good.