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Thanks for the advice...that was very kind.

I feel like a total chump serious...like 80% of the time I really wish I hadn't even done this...and then there are a few moments a day I am glad I am here. I have been treated very well and everyone here has been so nice, I guess that's why I feel like a total jerk feeling this way. I even checked out expedia.com how much tickets would be back to the US...but then I keep thinking "did I really give it a chance if I am here two weeks?? Come on dude!" I go back and forth and I just feel horrible that I even commited to do this...I hate breaking promises and I know that they are counting on me...but for the time I am teaching I feel stressed and really I just hate babysitting and that is what I feel like I am doing.

I hope others have felt this way...thanks for taking the time to answer me!
Ben :)