Your life is interesting, Taffy.
You live in the present moment, you live in 2018, you understand the 6 year olds of today. Not many old folks can say that.
You will need support, Taffy, when she starts adolescence. She is already telling you to f**k off. Imagine at the age of 13.
Mind you, in the perspective of eternity, it's all good: The new generations have to show the finger to the previous generations. It's even like that in the animal world (little skunks, for example, are totally impossible to take; and all those videos of lion cubs pulling the ears and tail of their big ferocious fathers. On the first encounter, nothing less).
Hang in there, old chap. There is redemption in what you are doing and not doing.